Connor is now refusing the hospital crib, as Casey said 19 days is long enough, tomorrow is day 20. I am up with a cranky toddler praying we are all out of here tomorrow! We will not be under the same roof though until Friday, both the oncologists here and Claire’s doctors at home believe that she needs a bit more time to recover from her respiratory distress and whatever caused it. I am going to stay with Claire at Aunt Meg’s and Casey will stay with Connor at Grammy’s, during the week for at least this cycle we want to be with others in case of an emergency with either child, that way we can both leave quickly without worrying about the twin who is not having an emergency. Then Friday night and all weekend we will hopefully get to be under one roof and for a short amount of time pretend this is not happening.