While walking, PT just pointed out, this was his first symptom, please pray this is just him being tired and no progression, or new tumor growth. My stomach sunk when she said it, Casey does not think it is a change, either does Meg, hopefully they are right. It is too the left and while I am scared of new tumors popping up while here, we are radiating the area that would cause him to tilt left, so it does not make 100 % sense, he could just be tired, it could be loss of sight in the right eye causing him to lean, it could be a million things, it just makes my heart sink and shows me even if treatment goes well how rough this road will be and how out of control this all is. I promise to have a better attitude and cherish everyday more than I already do starting now.
On our way back to meet Claire, Meg and Jimmy, we ran into another family whose daughter is inpatient (her older sister is one of Con’s favorite people here) so we went with them to check out the famous playroom and view we keep hearing about on the 17th floor, it was phenomenal and exactly what all hospital playrooms SHOULD be like, it was so great that Meg, Claire and Jimmy met us there. It was nice to spend time with a great family and Con got some music therapy!